CUTTING EDGE
– MY NEW BRAIN
EWAN ROBERTS ****Your brain is like a blancmange – fall 20 feet and the likelihood of it
not looking like runny egg is slim. That is more or less what happened to
Simon Hales, the 20-year-old star of this moving Cutting Edge
documentary. Simon was a normal, popular and bright student at Newcastle
University. But, on a night out, Simon and a friend were ejected from a
nightclub with disastrous consequences.
Rather than going home, Simon decided to try and climb back into the
club. In the pitch black darkness, Simon fell off a 20 foot high wall and
landed on his head, suffering severe brain injury. Lucky to survive, he
subsequently spent five weeks in a coma. When Simon eventually woke up, he
was very different…
“The Simon who woke up was so very definitely not Simon,” says Simon’s
mother, Jane. Though he looked like Simon and appeared ‘fixed’, Simon was
a changed man. His brain was no longer able to compute the simplest of
tasks and his memory was almost non-existent. He could no longer remember
the details of his life, the very details that made him who he was. Simon
almost becomes a toddler again, needing assistance to brush his teeth, and
no longer possessing the social skills he once had.
Stripped of the endearing traits that he was so loved for, both Simon
and his family must come to terms with this new personality. Cutting
Edge follows Simon’s recovery, from trying to remember the route to
the supermarket to returning to his old digs in Newcastle and the site of
his ill fated accident.
Simon’s journey is poignant and touching. He feels trapped living in a
residential care unit (seeing his family infrequently), and he becomes
increasingly frustrated by the bad hand fate has dealt him. His
recuperation is slow, and it is unlikely he’ll ever fully recover. His
toddler-esque qualities also make him prone to violent mood swings.
“The better Simon was getting, the angrier he was becoming” – he
doesn’t quite rip his clothes of and turn bright green, but Simon becomes
rather volatile, threatening to kill his mother’s dog and even punching
his younger brother in the face. Mother Jane is a frequent recipient of
Simon’s four letter tirades and anger venting (all done behind an empty
smile), and you will really feel for her.
The show ends on a positive note though, with Simon slowly gaining some
semblance of his old self. But, he must stop living in the past and look
to a future that must be considered a second chance. This is a tender and
touching documentary, and well worth watching.
METRO TV review: My New Brain was a
touching story about a young man's battle to come to terms with the
'pointless' mistake that left him comatose.
Sam Wollaston The Guardian, Thursday 26 August 2010
Weirdly, his sense of humour seems
unaffected ... Simon Hales in My New Brain.
Simon Hales, star of My New Brain (Channel 4), was, by all accounts, a
very nice young man. A student at Newcastle University, he was popular,
easy-going, funny, smiley. He still can be – sometimes – but he's not the
same nice young man he was before his fall. During a drunken night out, he
fell off a wall. And although from the outside it looks as if all the
king's horses and all the king's men did their thing successfully, inside
Simon's not right. He suffered a serious traumatic brain injury.
Simon was in a coma for five weeks; then when he came round, he wasn't all
there. Now his memory is terrible. He forgets everything – who people are,
why he went to the supermarket and how to get home afterwards. His
concentration is hopeless; he can't plan or organise anything. He obsesses
about things, especially his accident and his coma. He has violent mood
swings and an irrational hatred of his mum's lurcher, Spider. Spider's
lovely.
This touching, human film – a poignant picture of how brain injury can
affect someone and his family – follows Simon for several months of his
rehab. It's incredibly frustrating, for Simon of course, but also for his
mother and brothers. To George, 17, Simon was a big brother, someone to
look up to; now George is helping him to clean his teeth and get into bed.
There's something very sweet about that. And sometimes George gets a punch
in the face for his troubles. It's like having a naughty toddler in the
family again, in the body of a 21-year-old.
He does make some progress though - there are flashes of the old Simon.
Weirdly, his sense of humour seems unaffected. Actually I have no idea
what it was like before, but he's pretty funny now – dead sarcastic, but
sharp as you like. "Don't fiddle with anything," his poor mum says to him
in the car. "You're fiddling with my fucking life," he fires back.
Sometimes there'll be a hug though, for mum or for George. And Simon still
has a lovely smile.
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